Speed Trials

Doing things quickly is efficient, whether or not done effectively.  This is especially true in the case of guaranteed failure.  Wouldn't you rather get over with life (guaranteed failure) and get on to the glorious wonders of the afterlife (which may yet be another guaranteed failure)?  Either way, I'll be done soon.

Alby

Obligation

4:05 and i'm listening to wilco

being awake now isn't bad, unless you really wanted to be asleep.

stepbrothers is a good movie but it's not that deep

drew a blank in red and blue

walk the plank 

if i could you know i would just hold your hand and you'd understand i'm the man who loves you ......

alby

We are nowhere and it's now

When somebody says anything, they had some purpose, right?

I can only hope so.

It will probably be a good day today, but why does it matter if it's not.  I'm just gonna see what happens.  We're alive because we are not dead. 

No more existential breakdowns ever again.  

Taking a Shower

The water crashes down upon your skin

but you don't run away;

embrace the foot of it's flooded sin

to sleep the partial day.

Ah! If only we could drown when 

Saturation swims about

but the drain of pleasure and pain remains,

and wanders with the down and out.

And this is what taking a shower is like